Sick days....

Here I am ...sick as a dog...at my desk...congested!

Looks like I will be bringing in the new year with a COLD! BLOWER! Part of me doesn't feel like making a big fuss over new years...but another part of me wants to do it simply so I won't drown myself in my own thoughts as the clock strikes 12.

I'm not sure what will come this new year but I sure do hope it is better than last year. There have been a few things that went on this 08 that I wish hadn't' but everything happens for a reason and in the end what doesn't kill you makes you stronger right?

It has to... or it just makes you like Novocain...numb to anything and everything.

This year though I will let God lead me to the right path without hesitation or question. I will just go with it and not fight against it even if I don't like or understand what is going on at the moment. This coming year I plan to shed my old skin, which mean letting go of old feelings, old habits, old me. It's time to evolve in to something better some things though you can't let go...somethings you just feel...and they won't change no matter how much time passes by.

Those things I am not sure what to do with. All I can do is acknowledge them and accept that they are there and won't go away until they are ready to. Nothing is easy...you will always get knocked down...Life is constantly moving forward without waiting for no man...so get up and move with it...before you get left behind and its too late for you to get up.

Make it good in 2009 and for goodness sakes STOP SENDING ME THOSE DREADED FORWARDED TEXT MESSAGES!

-Release & Pray

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